When I was 16 my mom put me in driving school to lower the insurance cost for when I got my license. The first few lessons with my instructor went well. Then we had a night-time driving lesson. It was around 8 at night and while I was driving home he told me to make a turn that wasn't the route to my house. I said that and he said to just do it bc he wanted to show me something. I did, and we got to a darkened area of the neighborhood near a stop sign. He told me to put the car in park, so I did. Once the car was parked he grabbed my neck and forcefully kissed me. I froze and tensed up. He then took off my seat belt and started touching my stomach and breasts. I was completely frozen. He moved down to my private area and started rubbing there through my jeans. I then jerked back and he tightened his grip on my throat. He finally pulled away from the kiss and said I felt so wet. This made my stomach drop. He grabbed my hand and put it on his private area and kept it there for a few moments. Once again, I had froze. All I could think about was this 30 something year old man who was 3x my size could beat the hell out of me if i tried to fight or run. He stopped after that, and I shakily drove back home. I cried for hours. I felt physically sick for weeks. I hate myself for freezing up and not trying to get out of it. Everyday I blame myself for what happened. I didn't and still haven't told anyone bc by the time I was ready to tell someone, I had no evidence of what happened. I was too late