I have been in love with this boy since I first laid eyes on him. He’s the moon to my stars. When we first met I was dating a boy and broke up with him knowing something wasn’t right in my heart. I have gone so long being secretly in love with him. We have had moments where I think things can change. Laying in bed in my mountain cabin snuggling in silence, our late night drives, and the endless nights we are together are always a highlight to my day. I don’t know what to do. I cant move on with feeling this pit in my heart but I also can’t lose him. Some days he is all into to me and sometimes we go days without texting because I’m away at college. I just want the possibly of us to happen once.