Hi tik tok it’s not really some sad secret my it’s just what I feel in this crappy ass year lately and it might just be me but let me know what y’all think. Now my life isn’t bad in any way but things are just so stressful sometimes it gets so hard to go on. I’m in three sports and made great teams for two of them going all summer long this year which is so hard when I’m trying to just be the best work the hardest and stand out and coaches always give me a hard time when missing one practice it’s just hard and all I want to do is impress my parents I have all A’s always have but nothing. Even after a great game it’s just meh. But then I think like what am I doing? Is this going to matter in 10 years? Why worry about all this when our stupid human kind is ruining the earth so it probably won’t last 50 more years. I need to live my life but I’m stuck. Friend drama that I’m not gonna get into. It can be a lot sometimes for me. do my good kids out there ever just want to break all the rules just to see how people would react? Do you ever think who would miss you when you are gone? Does my life matter at all to people? Only god and my family I feel like and it makes me sad, why can’t I be good enough for anyone? No one relates, no one will always love me for me always and forever, I think I need a man, one who actually cares for me. That’s all I need someone who likes me for me. No need to impress because they already like me and they won’t question our friendship or how much they actually like me that’s what I need. Life is hard anyone else like this know god has a plan and will never put weight on you you can’t carry. I’m sad out here.