What are your deepest secrets that you would like to share before you d.i.e?
When I was in second grade this boy in my class would always sexually harass me. He’d tell me that “my butt looked sexy” or that “he wanted me”. I never told anyone this and my siblings being siblings would always say that we were together or that we were married. The truth was I was scared of him but being a child I told no one. My friend actually started dating him but he never stopped harassing me. One day coming back from a class field trip to the zoo my friend asked me to sit with him and her on the buss. He sat in the middle, she sat next to the window, and I sat on the edge. This is when he started to actually sexually assault me, he started to put his hand under my butt and grab it, then he touched my private part. Me feeling uncomfortable told him to stop and pushed his hands away, but he didn’t stop and this continued the whole bus drive back. I was utterly terrified and confused, my friend was next to us yet didn’t help me. That day I went home and told no one about what happened even to this day no one knows. My friends stopped claiming to be my friends and that boy left the next year and I never saw him again. I’m traumatized yet my sibling continue to tell me that he is my husband, I know I can’t blame them since they don’t even know. But it still hurts.
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