Hey, so I think I was r@ped… I was talking with a friend and I had him come over to hangout at night at my place. I had to sneak him in so we had to be quiet, he knew that. So we are hanging out and all then things start to get a little intimate. He touches me everywhere with his hands and that was okay but I didn’t wanna go any further… I had all my clothes off cuz he was touching me and I was showing myself off, because I felt pretty. But when we were laying down he took his pants off and said he wanted to have seggs. I said I wasn’t really ready for that and shrugged it off. He said “but I came all the way here to be with you” “what a waste of a condom” I just responded with I’m sorry, and he said “I think you’re ready” and with him still being on top of me and scared he’d make noise and/or hurt me I didn’t say anything as he put his in me. It didn’t hurt much but I was so scared and idk if I’m able to consider it r@pe because I never said no, but I also never said yes… I didn’t want him to do it. I later told my new current bf and he got sad about it and wants to him, but I’m scared of seeing that guy again, and I’m in a happy and healthy relationship now which is great but idk if I was right, that I was r@ped…. Cuz I never said no.