When I was younger I always got a super weird feeling around someone in my family(I don’t really know what he is to me but he isn’t directly related to me) the adults would always tell all the kids to never be in a room alone with him. He’s super creepy and my cousin acts super weird around him. It’s a lot different then the rest of us and for some reason I think he did something to her but I don’t know what to do and I’m not close enough to her to ask her about anything like what I’m thinking happened.

My home isn’t a safe place anymore. it’s a bad environment and every time i leave school joyously, and enter my house, my mood completely flips into a negative one. everyone in my family always accuses me of who knows what and gets mad at me if i don’t let them control and manipulate me. every weekend i sleep at other peoples houses because i don’t want to be in that house longer then i have to and none of them even know about it. my mom always tells me i should express myself but when i do everyone just gets defensive and aims my accusations towards me as if it makes sense. i don’t know what to do anymore and i need help.

• July 25, 2023