When I was younger I had this bsf and we were like really close friends and sometimes she would say some weird stuff like she was gonna hang from a tree one day and I thought she meant like a monkey and one day she didn't come outside and I thought that was weird and when I went to go see her she was hanging from the tree I asked my mom why that happened and she said that my bsf was just a stupid little girl and told me never to do that because if I did i would go to hell.

This isn’t necessarily a deep dark secret in anyway, but it’s one I have to get off my chest. I have been burdened with it for 4 years now. I’ve known my bestfriend since I was born, and we always told eachother everything. We’re still bestfriends, we just don’t talk as much as we used to. I’ve liked him for a while but I never said anything because I didn’t think things would work out, and then I’d just end up losing my bestfriend. He told me a few months ago he started seeing this girl- who is now his girlfriend. Ever since he told me, it’s like I can barely look at him. I love him so much and he doesn’t even know, it makes my heart sink. How could I love someone so much and them not even know?

• July 22, 2023