My best friend abused me. I still have flashbacks, it was very traumatic. No one knows but me. She just thinks of it as “playing around” but I told her to stop and was crying. I still can’t stand the sight of someone being hit with a belt.

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My best friend abused me. I still have flashbacks, it was very traumatic. No one knows but me. She just thinks of it as “playing around” but I told her to stop and was crying. I still can’t stand the sight of someone being hit with a belt.

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